I want to kill myself.
Yes, I do.
The vaccum, I live in, is wearing my nerves. It is eating me alive. It is so much pain for me to endure. My tolerance is wearing thinner and thinner.
And I am losing my appetite for life.
Will death be better? What do I believe in, concerning death.
‘First of all, it’s important that suicide be difficult,’ Robert said. ‘And then continuing to live isn’t only continuing to breathe. No one ever succeeds in settling down in complete apathy. You like certain things, you hate others, you become indignant, you admire – all of which implies that you recognize the values of life.’
From The Mandarins - Simone De Beauvoire
I am settling down in complete apathy. I go on living, just 'cause I have to, because I was built that way.
This was suicidal jWoman, on a day not far away.
Yes, I do.
The vaccum, I live in, is wearing my nerves. It is eating me alive. It is so much pain for me to endure. My tolerance is wearing thinner and thinner.
And I am losing my appetite for life.
Will death be better? What do I believe in, concerning death.
‘First of all, it’s important that suicide be difficult,’ Robert said. ‘And then continuing to live isn’t only continuing to breathe. No one ever succeeds in settling down in complete apathy. You like certain things, you hate others, you become indignant, you admire – all of which implies that you recognize the values of life.’
From The Mandarins - Simone De Beauvoire
I am settling down in complete apathy. I go on living, just 'cause I have to, because I was built that way.
This was suicidal jWoman, on a day not far away.
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