Monday, October 22, 2018

Something that never change

Days, weeks, months and also years had passed. Time passes, things change but there are things that never change. The same applies to her. She has changed, grew quieter, calmer and older but in her heart there is something that never changed and never will.

The turbulence had grew quiet and calm and out of the chaos she created order. Daily life and habits started to form around her. She has a new life now that had nothing in common with what she had before, or maybe just a slight bit of similarity. When she thinks back, it feels as if it was another life on a parallel universe.  However, something inside her is the same. There is a knowledge, a deep awareness of her heart that never changed. Learning to live in the silence of chosen aloneness, helped her learn to quieten the noise of everyday and listen to the silence of her heart.

We all need that moment of silence each and every day. She learnt that the hard way. As she sat down early in the evening, in her comfy PJs, she closed her eyes and looked inward attentively. She listened to the silence of her heart. And he was there, waiting for her to come. He was always there, every evening.

They never shared a word. And who needs words, when the language of our souls is love, unspoken love. She sent him her love and he sent her more and they smiled.

Some nights as she lay in her bed alone, she would wonder where on earth is he, what he is doing at that moment, is it day or night, ............... and a lot more. Then, she reminds herself that all this materialistic details means nothing. She has his love in her heart and that is enough. It was enough for her to know that he existed once in her life and he gave her the most precious gift of all, the gift of love. And love conquers distance, time and everything. Love conquers all.

So she closes her eyes and sleep. She has a life to attend to in the morning. She is hopeful, full of energy, enthusiasm and she knows there is still a lot to achieve. And she looks forward to tomorrow evening when she can feel him again and send him her love.

This is what jWoman has to say today.

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