Walking through the shopping center, trying to feel a part of it, trying to mix in and not just be an audience. The more I try, the more isolated I become. My loneliness is my only reality. And it hurts, I need support, a hand to pull me out but it is not available.
Life passes, the fake smile fools everyone but the truth is I am not OK!!
I have always preached about strength from within, I have always told others that everything starts in their minds. But it is something else to act accordingly.
Gibran once said: "I am a false alarm.", describing himself when he couldn't be what he preached. So that's what I am today, a false alarm.
It's so difficult to control your actions and reaction, leaving aside controlling your thoughts. It is a learning process, training that need resilience and patience. I might get there one day but I might also die before reaching anywhere near that point. However, I will die trying. Against all odds, I don't fear death but fear loneliness.
Que sera, sera; what will be will be.
This is what jWoman had to say today.
Life passes, the fake smile fools everyone but the truth is I am not OK!!
I have always preached about strength from within, I have always told others that everything starts in their minds. But it is something else to act accordingly.
Gibran once said: "I am a false alarm.", describing himself when he couldn't be what he preached. So that's what I am today, a false alarm.
It's so difficult to control your actions and reaction, leaving aside controlling your thoughts. It is a learning process, training that need resilience and patience. I might get there one day but I might also die before reaching anywhere near that point. However, I will die trying. Against all odds, I don't fear death but fear loneliness.
Que sera, sera; what will be will be.
This is what jWoman had to say today.
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